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It's been a year since my husband, Steve, died of pancreatic cancer at age 55. And still, there's a magnet on the side of our refrigerator with the phone number of the oncology hotline and Steve's wonderful nurse, Ellen.
by Kerry McKean Kelly Published April 17, 2016, 3:01 a.m. ET
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